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Friday, December 10, 2010

Procrastination and Goodbye?

So in an effort to procrastinate productively, I decided that maybe... I should finally move on from this blog to another one.

Truth be told, this is something I've been contemplating for a while and I've actually already set up another account on Wordpress.

It's actually harder than I thought to move on from blogger even though I feel like because I haven't upgraded to their new platform, I've not been making the most of this host.

Thinking back, I actually still recall when I first set up this blogger account. It was meant to be temporary until Diary-X had fixed their server issues and restored everyone's accounts. Unfortunately, their disk had crashed completely and was unrecoverable so everything I had written on that server was gone. Devastated as I was, there is a resiliency that comes with growing up and moving on. So I moved to Blogger, changing templates every now and then as my mood felt like it, and eventually adjusting to this new platform.

But as of late, I've been getting bored on blogger. Sure, it's extremely user-friendly and very much compatible with lifestyle bloggers, also allowing some flexibility in terms of personalization, but somehow I was just getting bored. Plus I've been too lazy to work on a brand new template to refresh the blog like I originally intended.

Perhaps I might post here again, depending on whether I can keep it up, but all in all, I hope to move over to wordpress for good.

Thank you Blogger.=) You've been very kind to me.^_^

As a nostalgic gesture, let me dig out some of the old template images I had used in past.

Obviously my photoshop skills are pretty er... non-existent. X__X O well. I had a good time while I tried to work on it...

Anyway, see you on wordpress.

cheers
*[-witchstone-]*

[music : Stereo Love Edward Maya]
[mood : ~_~]
[food : Sadako!]

Labels: thoughts

Thursday, December 09, 2010

Chinese Poems~

Hello

As proof that I have been paying attention in Chinese poetry class, here are some poems I really like =)

苏轼《望湖楼醉书》

黑云翻墨未遮山，白雨跳珠乱入船。
卷地风来忽吹散，望湖楼下水如天。

The imagery used is fabulous. I mean really, black clouds spilling black ink? Awesome stuff. xD

陶渊明　《饮酒其五》

结庐在人境，而无车马喧。
问君何能尔？心远地自偏。
采菊东篱下，悠然见南山。
山气日夕佳，飞鸟相与还。
此中有真意，欲辩已忘言。

The last couplet in particular is the essence of the poem~ And can totally be misquoted too by the way since its kind of like, can be taken out of context...

阮籍《咏怀》

夜中不能寐，起坐弹鸣琴。
薄帷鉴明月，清风吹我襟。
孤鸿号外野，翔鸟鸣北林。
徘徊将何见？忧思独伤心。

Again, love the imagery! I also like how the whole poem flows, the first couplet is an introduction, the next two parallel couplets and the final is to express the feelings of the poet.

If you can't read all the Chinese words, you are not alone. Ahem. =X I mean honestly, I don't think I've even seen the word "寐" (as an example). Do people even still use that -_-"

But regardless, there are too many poems that I like to count. These are just 3 of them... Maybe I'll post more in future ^_^

Thank you Professor Lin Shuen Fu for introducing these poems and sharing your enthusiasm for them. ^_^ You are also the first professor in this school to get my name right the first time (even without me having to tell you!), and every time. Seriously, that was the most touching thing all semester that I felt...

Now back to thinking of my upcoming papers. Omg.

cheers
*[-witchstone-]*

[music : Goodbye Happiness 宇多田ヒカル]
[mood : stressed]
[food : Azuki Rice~]

Labels: poem, umich

Principles

Hello

I really shouldn't be posting this because I have a ton of work to do but I am in an ethical dilemma. (Sounds like good interview fodder!) Except of course, it doesn't really have real consequences because its just for my negotiation class but still. It's a matter of my principles.

So the latest and last case that we are going to be negotiating involves fisheries and shark fishing. Like omygoodness. Do you sense fear in my heart already? Indeed you do. Because what could I have been assigned besides the grand ol' dame of "Large Commercial Fishers Association"? This is like a situation where I've been assigned to champion for Pigeon Rights. Which is so not going to happen in real life I can assure you of that.

As a large commercial fishers association, obviously I care about shark levels but my members don't because they want to make profit. You have no idea how much my ethical conscience is struggling with this. Or maybe you do, because you're reading this post. -_-" Regardless, I am at a loss. We're supposed to give numbers of adjusted fishing quotas that we believe are fair, and another that are realistic. Omg. If it were up to me, obviously I'd go with the lowest possible number for every group so that the poor sharks are not overfished. But no, I have to "protect the interests of my large commercial fishing groups."

Do you see the problem here?

This is a dire situation. My conscience is screaming to save the sharks, but I need to maximize my interests and everyone else's in this negotiation! And its not even about expanding the pie because if you look at the shark population, there is no pie to expand. O save me.

The whole situation is like a test of how much I want to save the sharks such that it even interferes in a fictional, completely inconsequential class negotiation activity. Sigh.

How disgraceful that I have to bemoan these situations. School shouldn't be made into an ethical dilemma playground. It should be one where we embrace every situation and learn from them without prejudice coloring our decisions! (Because I feel like I'm totally going to go against the interests that are stated on a piece of paper and save the sharks in principle.)

Or maybe this whole post was just to let off some steam from all the horrendous work I've been attempting to avoid but can no longer hide from because the deadlines are looming ever closer. The tragedy.

cheers (after all, there's nothing more cheery than homework!)
*[-witchstone-]*

[music : Goodbye Happiness 宇多田ヒカル + 瞳の住人 L'arc~en~Ciel]
[mood : dilemma-ed]
[food : sweet potato!]

Labels: psychology, thoughts, umich

Tuesday, December 07, 2010

Karaoke~

始めて日本語で〜（明日、発表があって、今ちょっと練習したいと思ったいるから。）

JLPTもう終わった！〜＾＿＾うれC−！JLPTを取っていた時、漢字の部分には本当にいつも歌の歌詞を読むことほどありがたいものはない。Gacktやラルク等のおかげで、本当に使わない漢字や珍しい漢字の読み方が知っている。本当に。。。歌詞以外にどうやって使うか知らん。でも、歌詞やカラオケのおかげで、漢字の部分が大丈夫かもしれない！〜

まぁー。。。他の部分なら、何も言わない方がいい。特に、キラーセクションの読み物。＞＜イヤ〜〜〜

今学期もう一週間終わったね。はやい...（それもありがたいことだと思う。）実は、今学期１８クジッツを取っているんだけど、本当に感じられない。多分、研究にはあまり何もしなかったし。来学期、休むつもりだが、自分が知っているから、それはちょっとダメかな。（忙しい生活が好きだ、多分。）

今週と来週しなきゃいけないこと：
日本語の発表
アカデミックジャパニーズの試験
文学の授業の作文（長い。泣）
中国の唄の作文
心理学の作文（これも長い。）
メディアジャパニーズの試験

もう少しだけ〜！ではでは、みんなも頑張ってね。

Now for English!

With the JLPT over, I no longer have any excuses to slack. Except I have to pay homage to the most fantastic time-waster of all: KARAOKE! If there's one thing I have to thank in all my slacking while studying for the JLPT, it would definitely have to be karaoke for teaching me how to read many rare and scarcely used kanji that came out in the JLPT.=P You have no idea how much I was thanking Gackt for using the weirdest kanji in his lyrics. Haha...

Let's not talk about the other sections however. -_-"

This semester will be ending in about a week thereabouts... The semester just flew by but I guess that's also something to be grateful for ^_^ Although I took 18 credits this semester, it didn't feel like it at all... Possibly because I didn't do that much for the research credits... But next semester although the idea of slacking off and enjoying my last semester sounds awesome, I feel like my restless self won't really allow that to happen all semester long. After all, life is short, time is available, don't waste it right?

What I still need to do for this week and next week:
Japanese Presentation (tomorrow ><)
Academic Japanese Take Home Exam
Complit Research Paper (which is super ultra long omg (T_T) kill me)
Chinese Poetry Paper
Psychology Negotiation Final Paper (also long weeps)
Media Japanese Exam

And then I'll be done! With just the fabulous winter break stretching out ahead of me! And I can bake! Shop! Cook! Eat! Etc! I love breaks.xD

Just received my new Utada Hikaru CD today!~ The kuma charm/くまお守り was a bit of a let down... -_-" I bet it cost like 10cents to make or something. But the CD has all my favorite new Utada Hikaru songs so I'm pleased ^_^

冲啊！All the way to the end of the semester.

cheers
*[-witchstone-]*

[music : Utada Hikaru + Gackt!]
[mood : ~_~]
[food : Seaweed + Rice!]

PS: All we've been eating is azuki rice, seaweed soup, seasoned Korean seaweed, and pickles I bought from Mitsuwa in Chicago. It's a bit of a healthy kick I suppose, but it also tells of the sad state that is the contents of the refrigerator...

Labels: Japanese Lessons, umich, Utada Hikaru

Saturday, December 04, 2010

JLPT

Hello

Here I sit, with 3 other accompanying laptops, in a Chicago hotel room studying for the impending JLPT exam (which is tomorrow... hence impending).

Lincoln Park is such a nice area of Chicago! Way nicer than downtown Chicago if you ask me... Obviously rich people live here. And thanks to the magic of the internet *ahempricelineahem*, we too can experience these riches! (albeit shared amongst a larger number of people than the hotel expected)

But anyway, in reviewing my grammar notes for the JLPT again, I have discovered very convenient grammar phrases that I can use in my everyday speech! So in an attempt to study and ahem practice, I will share these useful phrases that you too can adopt.

何か言いかけてやめるのはダメ！
- Starting to say something then stopping halfway is not allowed!

こんなにたくさん食べきれました。。。ヤベー
- I've completely demolished this much food... Damn.

今度こそ試験がパスしたい。
- I really want to pass this exam this time around. (This doesn't imply that you've never passed though, just that you really want to pass this particular exam...)

ドラマを見る時、予想に反した結果が出てしまったんだ...
- The drama had an ending that went against all my expectations...

いつも朝寝坊のBさんは、今学期にわたって授業を休んだ。
- B took a break from classes the entire semester due to him oversleeping all the time.

彼は私たちの心配もかまわず、勝手なことばかりする。
- He always does selfish things, not caring about us worrying over him -_-"

And so on. My battery is running out (such is the fate of running so many computers based on one plug X__x)... So.

Toodles!~ The next time I blog, I hope I'll have done well at this JLPT thing ._.

cheers
*[-witchstone-]*

[music : What Else Is There Royksopp]
[mood : study study study]
[food : KOREAN FRIED CHICKEN xD]

Labels: Chicago Illinois, Japanese Lessons

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